Today, i want to feel the pain— let it be; this self was built around the pain of yesterday.
The only good drawings he's managed to come up with over the passed few years, are the one's in which he started with nothing. No plan. No concept, no idea of where he would go with it. Start with a few lines. Experiment with technique and try his damnedest to fight those inner demons, which, [...]
I divide myself, so I can punish myself, in order to create my Self.
Consciousness is like a net; it can either catch you, or trap you. We are here to discern change and differences. Which we do well, sometimes too well. Am I comfortable right now? Does this benefit me? Is this what I want? I've been here before. I need to name this feeling. Perhaps it's not [...]
I am the gardener of this field There are seeds I sow And those that have been sown I am the expression of myself And all those I have met before I am the gardner and my job Is to cultivate these seeds Regardless of how good or bad So that they can come into [...]
Last night I practiced Patience, Empathy/understanding letting silence pervade after thoughts, or arguments, where once there was meaning. Selflessness Moments of Awareness Reflection.
Last night the kids were watching TV and I wanted to sketch. I started with the intention to clear my mind. I wanted to have no conceptions, no ideas in my mind before putting pen to paper. To draw a line with no judgment, opens a world of possibilities and makes the work a lot [...]