I like to put words to images. To make noise is to vibrate is to create A family crossing the street I assign their thoughts to my head accent on the usual. within my vacuum footsteps fall silently. Shadows burst into fantasy. Black and White become bullet casings and spattered targets. Lifting the truth like a burden or maybe the bumblebee coming to rest on the sacred. Resistance lives in all things, carves a night in your chest where it hangs a sign and leaves a broom. Real courage is found in the not resisting resistance. Traffic sounds are no longer buried in the trees
brambles of branches tumbleweed through thin winter air.
varicose skies wonder why
mental vibration strung up a cataclysm of moth balls like bricks through your window
It’s here in these early morning nighttime silences under shadows of abandoned office buildings— solitary light in the window, computer screens waiting to be wakened; in the silent shudders of trees and passing cyclists; here in the promise of the day that we must come to terms with the howling cries of death and hunger.
And I have seen a future of abandoned corporate office parks. I have seen parking lots deserted save for staggered cars parked with windows busted and garbage bag taped over. It is there that I have seen a future wherein the word hope has been replaced by neighbor. Longing, by community.
Where the sun-rise from the west behind thread-bare quilted blanket lies the bosom of a new day.
Last chance to view my poem Morning Commute live at Prometheus Dreaming. Thanks to David van den Berg for giving me the chance
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Hope pervades in all things. There is hope that things will work out the way we want, hope that things will be different. There is hope in the satiating of addiction and hope that the cravings will end.
Sometime overnight a black van parked on the side of the road outside of work.
With the hood up they stumble in and out of the side door. A vacuum of silence howling from within. They sit in the front seats under phone glow and frosted windows.
Before the morning’s light a man scrambles under and around the front bumper, back and forth, then back into the van. A battery charger lies on the ground under the van. Inside the cab of the van a lighter flickers.
In a few days time you’ll show up for work and the van is gone, in its place scattered needles and trash. Off to continue the search.
—If hope is an ever available commodity, why then is it so valued?
Wave after wave lapping at this molecular shore wishing to be dust. We’re gathered on this family bed playing at making each other laugh— her joy and his excitement have no lampshade. We watch each other learn from each other, still these voices echo into some distant future where caves have not yet been painted. I’m gathering all of my attention in order to try to give it to them, yet the best I can do is tell myself it’s not enough, and they don’t think so, but they do think something is missing. They know it and show it in there timidness which is just questioning acceptance. Self-righteousness is innocence refracted. In my head the next morning the scene is something like the end of the world and we’re bunkered in a cave instead of the bed and I’ve got my arms wrapped around them trying desperately to apologize, to make amends, to comfort them and I’m singing in my head but crying while rocking back and forth while plump, fat raindrops smack the windshield and I realize that all of these receptors are also transmitters all that receives also gives.
This time of year leaves are nearly done flaking I see faces in the streets lining the gutters piled and on the sidewalk faces smashed and pasted. In a stream belly-high nearly topping his waders Indiana Jones looks up to see leeches drop like catkins against a blood-red sky. His quest is not for the Sankara stone, this time he searches for the most precious of wild rice. At the foot of the Himalayas the passenger elephants absorb the attack, as do the branches and bushes, grass, stone, and water. Halfway across the globe I shudder as the whip cracks like lightning; Mother is once again demanded to produce more. Sons and daughters cannot afford to consume less and this the most urgent kind of fuel source. As the lash rings out feathered over the land the sky opens and rains potatoes, lentils and chickpeas on the populations below. Indi smirks as Mother is once again brought to her knees at the hands of man. This time of year the frost begins to harden on the ground. Faces in the pines, in pearls of dew hanging on grass blades, faces in the passing clouds. I look up as a sycamore thunders overhead. We produce answers at an astonishing rate, and yet here we sit on the side of the road, hood up, and nowhere to go.