Moondoggie

Walking the dog, down the same sidewalk we take every night, back home. Down the side street that forms a T with the main street that we walk along a grey Chrysler, windows tinted, rolls, slowly, up to the intersection about ten yards too far back and comes to a complete stop. The green Lexus is parked in the usual spot on the side of the street, about thirty yards in front of me. Somehow I catch a glimpse of headlights way down the street, passed the crest of the hill. The Chrysler creeps forward, next to the stop sign and stops again. Headlights and the faint sound of a blistering engine begin to crest the hill. The Chrysler creeps forward and angles for a left turn, nearly into the street. I see it all in my mind, yet I keep walking toward it. I see the T-bone, and the aftermath play out in a millisecond. My angle never changes no matter how slow or fast I walk, I’m always going to be right in the path -the rollover, slamming into the green Lexus, glass shattering… hopefully everyone has their seat belts on. Does it matter how fast the Chrysler pulls out? or is it like hitting a baseball? In the same instant that he begins to turn he stops short and the Jeep flies passed. No time to check if seat belts are fastened.

moondog…
the taste of canned green beans
in my nose

Seriously, Again? (A Haibun)

How many times have i been a changed man

apparently   transformative forces are weaker than habitual ones

because everytime i think i’ve freed my  mind i keep going back to the way it was gradually usually, which is what makes it so hard to see

i start with this amazing energy and slowly i get the better of me

i once heard a paraphrase of a quote that went something like; if a bird thought the sky ended   he would stop flying. if a fish thought the sea stopped, he would swim no further

expanding your mind goes further than acquiring knowledge it’s having the faith that consciousness is limitless

it’s then that i notice that i haven’t noticed my feet hitting the ground

i’m walking   going through the motions completely unaware

how do you get in touch with that?

so as i stop to focus my attention on the inattention:

 

Above nighttime clouds a jetliner

Thunders

 

tireless, a finch chatters.

 

i laugh as i pass, there i go taking myself seriously again.

 


 

dog walking 

Cold Noodles

Trodden leaves

Pasted to the ground.

Anticipating new beginnings.

 

I saw the little Asian lady

 in her car again

while I was walking the dog.

 tonight, she was still awake.

 

Usually she’s passed out,

or sipping cold noodles,

and sometimes she just stares

at the steering wheel.

 

I don’t want to exactly

look, but I can’t quite look away.

Because when I look,

I only see a shadow

of the little Asian woman sitting in her car.
Parked under the yellow

streetlamp haze she’s

frantically checking the rear view mirror,

her eyes darting

now she is gazing out the driver’s side.

She’s been beaten.

 

Paranoid. Completely fried.

Her senses overworked.

I slowly walk past,

 

Passed her passenger side window,

all I can see is the picture of a person

reduced to primal,

inherited

responses from a species

we can no longer claim to be.

But still I walk past.

 

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Walking the Dog episode #03

Tonight I walked the dog,

we strolled

the entire way home

at a glorious amble.

 

I brought my

marijuana pipe

just in case it had answers.

 

It turns out,

I am the whisper of the pines

 

As he walked;

intent, head up.

No distractions.

Unable to be

anything other than.

I was so jealous of him.

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