How many times have i been a changed man
apparently transformative forces are weaker than habitual ones
because everytime i think i’ve freed my mind i keep going back to the way it was gradually usually, which is what makes it so hard to see
i start with this amazing energy and slowly i get the better of me
i once heard a paraphrase of a quote that went something like; if a bird thought the sky ended he would stop flying. if a fish thought the sea stopped, he would swim no further
expanding your mind goes further than acquiring knowledge it’s having the faith that consciousness is limitless
it’s then that i notice that i haven’t noticed my feet hitting the ground
i’m walking going through the motions completely unaware
how do you get in touch with that?
so as i stop to focus my attention on the inattention:
Above nighttime clouds a jetliner
tireless, a finch chatters.
i laugh as i pass, there i go taking myself seriously again.